Joel Turner and the Modern Day Poets

These kids trapped in a struggle and
Don't know where they're heading, no
A head full of trouble is all they're getting
And nobody knows the suffering they go through
And you wouldn't believe 'em if they told you

Well those lyrics pretty much sum up the story of my life. It feels like i'm going nowhere, yet time is passing by so fast. The more i think about it, the more i realise how little i've accomplished and the more regrets i have.

In most times of crisis, you can always turn to your friends right? Well... i'd like to think so but in all reality, my friends would be as useful as a concrete slab if i were drowning. And that's not to say they're rock solid either. there is no underlying metaphor here so god protect me from my friends because from my enemies i can defend myself.

today's top 5: thing's i want for christmas

1. world peace because the world is such a f*cked up place at the moment. For once, i'd like to see something besides money making the world go 'round
2. i'd like to see all of the world's leaders hurled into the sun. although this may not solve the issues of war and famine, it would be deeply satusfying to witness
3. since world peace is never going to happen unless we hurl all of humanity into the sun, i would like some money. after all, it makes the world go 'round and we'd hate for that to stop happening.
4. i want a girlfriend. sure, being single has it's bonuses but it would be nice to have a shoulder to cry on when things go wrong
5. last, but not least, i would like my own island in the middle of nowhere so that my girlfriend and i can enjoy some private time without the shittiness of modern society.